switching?:

almost always unnoticeable, slow, subtle, & very blendy so i'm unsure of the frequency.
plus my sys is covert, so it's hard to tell regardless

how to address?:

usually, (unless heavily blended, in which case, refer to me as a collective), click the first name shown here, refer to me however specified there & it'll likely be correct.

co-con?:

(usually) co-conscious 24/7 with 2-3 headmates (total) at one time (this used to be less common in ~2023-2024?)


how my amnesia works:

amnesia is system-wide (all headmates generally have the same memories, which there aren't a lot of.)

my entire childhood is missing from my conscious mind, and the memories i DO have from, age ~14 to the present, are VERY inconsistent (as told to me by several mental health professionals)

which essentially means i (would) have great memory without the trauma-induced amnesia, and that it's decent in some seemingly random areas, a lot of which likely having to do with my autism.


why i don't use we/us:

it makes me anxious trying to explain my plurality moreso than it does to 'act normal' and simply refer to 'ourselves' the way that singlets do (i/me/my/myself/mine etc.).

also, because of my autism, changing habits and speech patterns can feel quite literally impossibly painful to implement, especially when it comes to my plurality (stigma causing embarrassment and shame). so, naturally, during system discovery (mid 2021?), the host at the time would refer to themselves singularly because dissociative barriers were stronger. plus there's usually a main fronter.

collective info/interests:

as told to me by my mother, i've been 'drawing since i could hold a crayon', and muscle memory bypasses conscious memory. so i got lucky when my mind decided to turn it into a lifelong special interest.

in addition to that, my current biggest hyperfixation is a youtube commentary creator that i've been a consistent fan of since ~2022 (possibly earlier. thanks, amnesia) named eden is online! who's internet presence is primarily on youtube & twitch. i linked her official discord server below (look up prism & you'll find my account) ☺

also i like casual gaming